Its crazy how much things have changed in the last 2 or 3 years. Not only have the people around me changed but I have too. Despite the fact that I thought that as I got older that I’d grow wiser, I still find myself making the same mistakes and falling into the same endless loops of bullshit. I shouldn’t really complain, I have a steady job and prospects of college but still the constant prospect of my failures and potential failures are always there gnawing away at my will to push forward. All I can do is hope that eventually I’ll break free from my own personal maw of mistakes and find that in the end, the juice was worth the squeeze!!